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so yesterday I came to the conclusion that with a new housemate & pets, ty college-or-whatever-ness, and "the news" I am having to work too damn hard at focusing.

I've been avoiding taking ADHD med because it makes me a little sleepy,  and because sometimes I NEED my attention to bounce everywhere so I don't forget random tasks.  Also I experimented with taking it at "different Times Of Day" and then it wasn't a habit.  

I think I found the limit where I can't force myself to focus and the medicine is a requirement.  
So that tells me interesting facts about 'forcing myself to focus' and how many spoons I might have available to do that is based on what's going on in my life.

I remember a kinda scary moment last year when i was trying to drive home and it was like 7 pm, and dark, and I was kinda tired, and my mind was NOT on the road and I kept trying to rein it in.

Anyway. Yesterday and today I'm taking the medicine.  I'm going to keep it AT WORK, which is where i generally need it. And LOOK HOW SHORT and on-topic THIS POST IS

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