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 I was going to go to Providence this weekend but I'm gonna cancel. 

 

•  if i make a family trip out of it i can't get down there in time for the event unless we all take off early on friday afternoon, and I'm currently at the 'i may not have the energy to make that happen' state of affairs. 
• now I need to fix my car so that eats into my travel money.
• Tempted to just go down myself and not do a family trip, but I have a work trip to Capital City and back in the daytime which is starting to sound like too much. (it's an hour each way. So that's 2. Plus another 3 to go to a fun thing makes it...less fun.)
• I want to go but neither my heart nor my head is really into it given Reality. And I have free cancellation till tomorrow, at least.

Ok, thanks, I've been thinking about this for a couple days trying to make it work and it just doesn't.