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All the brain spoons gone
Apr. 2nd, 2024 12:07 pm1. Have been superduper tired recently. Maybe my body is confused by the serotonin swticheroonie. Also allergies are likely. Also I'm just tired all the time. i KNOW I sleep poorly - between the snoring and the flip-flopping and the shoulders and the hips and the neck and the 'sometimes i wake up at 1 am for no reason so i read and go back to bed', I just sleep crappily, and I went to a sleep doc in like 2011 or something and after the study I got distracted and never followed up.
2. met with atty re mom's estate and earned myself a pat on the back and a little shopping in the fun city (where the lawyer's office is) (because i needed a bathroom anyway) (because i drank too much coffee to overcompensate for the tired) (also if you can't treat yourself when dealing with grief stuff - and you have a little money - then when can you, i ask).
3. the air conditioning unit at work fritzed up very noisily and made the room shake and hum and I said i wasn't working in there and relocated to the conference room and people told me to move to the empty-but-messy office so i moved and then they fixed the thing but now I'm comfy sorta and I dont' want to move back. I feel like that used a lot of spoons, somehow.
4. Have been productive so far today, have a Big Meeting at 2, but also am nearly out of spoons! I did Stuff, but I think moving around is a factor. I'm going to take lunch and hope they come back.
2. met with atty re mom's estate and earned myself a pat on the back and a little shopping in the fun city (where the lawyer's office is) (because i needed a bathroom anyway) (because i drank too much coffee to overcompensate for the tired) (also if you can't treat yourself when dealing with grief stuff - and you have a little money - then when can you, i ask).
3. the air conditioning unit at work fritzed up very noisily and made the room shake and hum and I said i wasn't working in there and relocated to the conference room and people told me to move to the empty-but-messy office so i moved and then they fixed the thing but now I'm comfy sorta and I dont' want to move back. I feel like that used a lot of spoons, somehow.
4. Have been productive so far today, have a Big Meeting at 2, but also am nearly out of spoons! I did Stuff, but I think moving around is a factor. I'm going to take lunch and hope they come back.