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Dec. 8th, 2023 08:15 amhey peeps
-i was thinking about how people describe me as energetic sometimes, and a couple things about that: i require lots of sleep, coffee and water. I'm like a kid that exhausts themselves! But that is also what it generally TAKES for the work - and parenting - I end up in, so that's good.
- I prayed a lil bit this week for 'help' because of the bank accounts and overwhelm and you know what? that day two people brought me Dunkin surprises? And that led to me texting my friend. And my volunteer stopped in. So, basically, I got a response of 'you have helpers, and here is a treat to make you smile.' It wasn't a financial windfall but still good.
- And I used that 'USE your help' a couple different times yesterday, which was great. It's easier to accept when people offer than it is to ask for help when they haven't offered, though!
- I did have a couple of nice moments too this week where it was like, i know i don't feel like I know enough or can do enough for these things, but I somehow am the person they have after a series of events, and I can learn more. Nobody expects me to do everything and succeed at all of it. We want progress and I'm making progress.
--that's enough for now, I'm going to try to get 5000 things done and not worry about the thing I said in september
-i was thinking about how people describe me as energetic sometimes, and a couple things about that: i require lots of sleep, coffee and water. I'm like a kid that exhausts themselves! But that is also what it generally TAKES for the work - and parenting - I end up in, so that's good.
- I prayed a lil bit this week for 'help' because of the bank accounts and overwhelm and you know what? that day two people brought me Dunkin surprises? And that led to me texting my friend. And my volunteer stopped in. So, basically, I got a response of 'you have helpers, and here is a treat to make you smile.' It wasn't a financial windfall but still good.
- And I used that 'USE your help' a couple different times yesterday, which was great. It's easier to accept when people offer than it is to ask for help when they haven't offered, though!
- I did have a couple of nice moments too this week where it was like, i know i don't feel like I know enough or can do enough for these things, but I somehow am the person they have after a series of events, and I can learn more. Nobody expects me to do everything and succeed at all of it. We want progress and I'm making progress.
--that's enough for now, I'm going to try to get 5000 things done and not worry about the thing I said in september