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 The last couple days have been weird, time-wise - like, get 50 little things done, fart around a bit to get focused in amongst all that, get coffee, walk and think, get 10 more things done, and ... an hour has passed.  like that.

So, good news, though:
My inner cheerleader is helping me out. I think she saw that I was being kinda mean to self.  What's nice is it's not feeling like 'self-defense', it's feeling like "hey there, lil toaster, don't be mean to yourself, You had reasons, boo. And also you're trying to do all this kinda by yourself for the first time, and if anybody's mad at you they could, like help. and also who cares if anyone's mad ad you."