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not gonna lie, i'm wearing my house moccasins right now at work with fuzzy lining because i took my heels off (and brought the slippers in case i needed to get out of the heels).

They are probably not actual 'street shoes' but they're moccasins - rubber soled at least - so they are crossover?

I ain't even mad that i'm wearing them

things i judge myself for that aren't that bad

I've been lately realizing how LOUD my jerkbrain is. Even though i'm confidenter about some things and i know that's not a word, i am more self-conscious about other things. i probably said before "must mean i'm growing, and am realizing more things i do that i could do better" but it still stinks to always be aware of it.

ANYWAY in today's edition of 'that's not a bad thing,' I have felt bad about how i often stare at the ceiling and think.

Just thought of another reason that's okay to do.
a) Thinking is, like, ESSENTIAL to knowing what to do next and prioritizing. Duh. That's mostly what i think about and try to remember.
b) New Reason that this is Okay: Eye breaks! OMG, i should have realized this, but it's actually really good to rest my eyes, stretch my neck, and look up from time to time!

I am also trying to find new ways to project/time/knowledge-manage, but i realized one of the benefits of using an oldschool composition book is: no GLARE. It's not a screen.

and another thing

One NEEDS a crazy brain like mine to accopmlish all the things and remember all teh things and jump from task to task - as is required for a small organization to succeed. I feel super-self-conscious about it, but it's actually a strength a lot of the time (even if it feels like i ought to be more medicated/less caffeinated)