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cw - election results
Nov. 6th, 2024 08:49 am my brotherwas trying to reassure my kids by reminding them that women's rights and the climate can improve independently of the presidency.
i haven't had the heart to say yeah but what I am scared of is tyranny and a dictatorship. chris said 'we can handle 4 years' but i have no faith that it would only be 4 years. i am, frankly, worried about the end of laws applying to everyone, and new special laws that only apply to certain classes of people.
That's enough of that, we move on and keep fighting for things we believe in.
--update--
i'm back
I would also like to use this space to say: i haven't slept properly in a WHILE, my shoulders always hurt, and I don't even sit comfortably - i'm always putting my feet up - and I ended up with sore legs from sitting crosslegged in my chair or with my feet up - and now i'm kind of dizzy and my left arm has been all twitchy.( rolled up my sleeve and i can see the fucker jiggling.)
Is it pinched nerve? maybe. other causes: stress, lack of sleep, electrolyte imbalance, kidney issues. Do have a weird kidney number? yes. Do i have lack of sleep, and stress? yes. Am i dehydrated? maybe. BUT we tested my vitamin B and I'm taking D daily so it's not those.
I also got nervous because I've had burps nonstop since monday but i THINK maybe it's in response to too much coffee, or maybe specifically this hazelnut coffee & regular little nondairycreamers.
My heart feels fine, and I am probably fine. Was I googling 'indigestion and heart attacks?' maybe. Right now I don't have any evidence that anything's going on with me other than stress, and some joint pain making it hard to sleep.
Oh, I can also say: my last blood work the thing was mildly low albumin and lowish Alkaline Phosphatase. And the number for kidney disease was 86 and it's supposed to be 90 or higher at my age. So that's why i call it a weird kidney number - literally not alarming. This is why dr wasn't worried.
Ty is home sick with a sore throat and general puniness(really it's my palate mom!) and meg was jealous of him and crying and raging because she hates school all the time. And I cannot process or think about the election much, but yes, stress.
Anyway. If there's anything that becomes obviously alarming about my health, I'll do something about it!
---
last thing, I am here, at work, and I have done MORE than nothing, but not a lot. evidence- here i am on DW afterall.
i haven't had the heart to say yeah but what I am scared of is tyranny and a dictatorship. chris said 'we can handle 4 years' but i have no faith that it would only be 4 years. i am, frankly, worried about the end of laws applying to everyone, and new special laws that only apply to certain classes of people.
That's enough of that, we move on and keep fighting for things we believe in.
--update--
i'm back
I would also like to use this space to say: i haven't slept properly in a WHILE, my shoulders always hurt, and I don't even sit comfortably - i'm always putting my feet up - and I ended up with sore legs from sitting crosslegged in my chair or with my feet up - and now i'm kind of dizzy and my left arm has been all twitchy.( rolled up my sleeve and i can see the fucker jiggling.)
Is it pinched nerve? maybe. other causes: stress, lack of sleep, electrolyte imbalance, kidney issues. Do have a weird kidney number? yes. Do i have lack of sleep, and stress? yes. Am i dehydrated? maybe. BUT we tested my vitamin B and I'm taking D daily so it's not those.
I also got nervous because I've had burps nonstop since monday but i THINK maybe it's in response to too much coffee, or maybe specifically this hazelnut coffee & regular little nondairycreamers.
My heart feels fine, and I am probably fine. Was I googling 'indigestion and heart attacks?' maybe. Right now I don't have any evidence that anything's going on with me other than stress, and some joint pain making it hard to sleep.
Oh, I can also say: my last blood work the thing was mildly low albumin and lowish Alkaline Phosphatase. And the number for kidney disease was 86 and it's supposed to be 90 or higher at my age. So that's why i call it a weird kidney number - literally not alarming. This is why dr wasn't worried.
Ty is home sick with a sore throat and general puniness(really it's my palate mom!) and meg was jealous of him and crying and raging because she hates school all the time. And I cannot process or think about the election much, but yes, stress.
Anyway. If there's anything that becomes obviously alarming about my health, I'll do something about it!
---
last thing, I am here, at work, and I have done MORE than nothing, but not a lot. evidence- here i am on DW afterall.