I think I need vitamins?

I've just been so dang tired.  I'm trying to balance the coffee and water, because coffee intake has been creeping up, but now i'm in the 'yawning all the time no matter how much coffee or tea i ingest' phase of tired.

Quantity of sleep is fine, quality is not, and I don't know how to fix that yet.

I am trying to keep plugging away at a couple complicated projects.  I did a good job breaking it into steps, then when the steps confuse me, break them into smaller steps. yay.  I'm struggling to stay focused but i saw one autism/adhd thing that said 'whether you hyperfocus or dip in and out' and I've never heard about dipping in and out as a focus level, and maybe it's not any sort of official term, but I like it a lot and wish I knew more about it.  It's a nice nonjudgemental way to say attention is wandering and returning to where it's supposed to be.   I like my hyperfocus. It's hard when it goes away. Anyway.   Sometimes instead of 'keep plugging away' it's more of a 'chip away at it' thing. 

I got good news about a family I'm helping, but because shoes always drop, I don't trust the good news, ykwim?  I am playing 'what could go wrong' and doubting the foundation for why they qualify for help - they qualified, but I don't fully remember the situation, so i hope it's all okay.  It made sense at the time, so realistically i think it's fine, but again, what could go wrong = covering my butt.

I got more legal stuff, this time from the estate/nh court, and i don't fully understand it. reached out to the lawyer to decode it. 


I miss you guys and your updates and hope that you're busy in a good way!