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Mar. 7th, 2023 09:04 am Bleh. Today I'm tryin my best! Which is great, and I always do, but I am on bare basics today.
Meg wants to a) smash things b) curl up in a ball and cry and c) scream. She still has flickers of humor and smiles, so she's not all depress all the time, but she's goin thru it.
Similarly Ty is going thru a thing where he is 'on edge' and also has weird spasms/tremors that make his whole body shiver, and they surprise him so he gasps dramatically. It's scaring me. We skipped a doc appt Friday because we were just exhausted and I couldn't get him to leave the house on time, and I was so tired I just gave up on it. But it's time to revisit that; we were going to do a blood test/CBC which I think would be good. We are bearing in mind that the spasms/tremors might be a Show, but they might also Not Be.
I got overwhelmed because I started dealing with them the moment I came home, wanted to help them feel better by planning spring break, nobody agreed on it, we all got stressed out, mom started asking detail questions, dan left the chat (room), and it utterly failed basically. Tried to fix ty with food and water yesterday, including vitamins, epsom salt bath, protein, etc.
we also tried to make sure the kids 'touched grass' over the weekend, even though it is 2 feet under snow, and we all got outside, and behold it did not freakin help at all.
I have the Big Event tomorrow night, Ty IEP in an hour. So that's where I'm at, you know? I think I have some other work I can be doing but it's hard to think of anything else.
Meg wants to a) smash things b) curl up in a ball and cry and c) scream. She still has flickers of humor and smiles, so she's not all depress all the time, but she's goin thru it.
Similarly Ty is going thru a thing where he is 'on edge' and also has weird spasms/tremors that make his whole body shiver, and they surprise him so he gasps dramatically. It's scaring me. We skipped a doc appt Friday because we were just exhausted and I couldn't get him to leave the house on time, and I was so tired I just gave up on it. But it's time to revisit that; we were going to do a blood test/CBC which I think would be good. We are bearing in mind that the spasms/tremors might be a Show, but they might also Not Be.
I got overwhelmed because I started dealing with them the moment I came home, wanted to help them feel better by planning spring break, nobody agreed on it, we all got stressed out, mom started asking detail questions, dan left the chat (room), and it utterly failed basically. Tried to fix ty with food and water yesterday, including vitamins, epsom salt bath, protein, etc.
we also tried to make sure the kids 'touched grass' over the weekend, even though it is 2 feet under snow, and we all got outside, and behold it did not freakin help at all.
I have the Big Event tomorrow night, Ty IEP in an hour. So that's where I'm at, you know? I think I have some other work I can be doing but it's hard to think of anything else.