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snow delay and glimmer
Dec. 3rd, 2019 08:45 amSo, she-ra spoilers below the update, because I think the writing is pretty great.
I pace the house like a caged thing when I'm not cooking or working. Maybe that's why Megan is always hungry. I assumed it's because I have no hobbies yet, and I assume it's because i need to get out of the house sometimes. What is it about? Is it about childhood/adolescent traumas that left a mark so that I occasionally need to Get Out of the House to feel safe? Is it about needing to be around people? Is it more wholesome - just wanting to explore this new world? Or boredom? Or is it that I'm a working dog and need a job to do?
Actually if it's all of the above then I feel ok about it, it makes sense then.
I have a yellow flag up mentally that I might be starting to wilt a bit. I'm getting sadder about things, more nostalgic and wistful. I think I probably need to start doing non-work, non-parenting things soon. Preferably with people? IDK. I notice how clingy I am when a friend calls me.
She Ra spoilers:
BTW Meg and I agree that I'm probably Glimmer because I'm short and a bit chubby and cute and give great hugs and I don't give up.
catra goes totally breaking bad. It's a wonderful descent into paranoia and isolation. The last ep of season 4 has No Good Choices - each person has an idea of what will save the planet and even the best solutions have unintended consequences. Mostly it's a very pretty show that's about COMPLICATED relationships, and bravery.
I pace the house like a caged thing when I'm not cooking or working. Maybe that's why Megan is always hungry. I assumed it's because I have no hobbies yet, and I assume it's because i need to get out of the house sometimes. What is it about? Is it about childhood/adolescent traumas that left a mark so that I occasionally need to Get Out of the House to feel safe? Is it about needing to be around people? Is it more wholesome - just wanting to explore this new world? Or boredom? Or is it that I'm a working dog and need a job to do?
Actually if it's all of the above then I feel ok about it, it makes sense then.
I have a yellow flag up mentally that I might be starting to wilt a bit. I'm getting sadder about things, more nostalgic and wistful. I think I probably need to start doing non-work, non-parenting things soon. Preferably with people? IDK. I notice how clingy I am when a friend calls me.
She Ra spoilers:
BTW Meg and I agree that I'm probably Glimmer because I'm short and a bit chubby and cute and give great hugs and I don't give up.
catra goes totally breaking bad. It's a wonderful descent into paranoia and isolation. The last ep of season 4 has No Good Choices - each person has an idea of what will save the planet and even the best solutions have unintended consequences. Mostly it's a very pretty show that's about COMPLICATED relationships, and bravery.