Holy Scrap!

Ty's been saying that :)

Ok. So. One Day more at work and all that. I would love love love to just slack but i would regret it if i did. i have a couple projects to finish, emails to answer, and someone said 'it's imperative that we talk today' so i'm trying not to spaz about that and just call the guy.

First, coffee.

We've had 4 goodbye parties and the 5th is tomorrow; and like, how do i even begin to show my gratitude? Like, I get that people are being nice to me and kind to me because they like me. But how did I get so lucky anyway? And then people say nice things like 'it's who you are' or something sweet and i'm like yeah but, then i really didn't earn it and the balance is unrestored. I didn't earn any of this. I cannot repay any of this. I can say thank you but i can't say how much everyone means to me, or, i can try to, but it'll not really compare to these huge feelings.

i'm now permitting myself to grind my teeth.

(Meanwhile since i started typing this i called that guy! it's fine)

ok off into the brink?