if it was one main problem we could fix it

said me about one of our programs that's shrinking a little bit ....

and also about having a germ. I'm just calling it that because i'm not exactly sick yet but i'm fighting it i guess? And i assume it's a cold? Kinda hurts my belly and lungs and honestly diaphragm so i'm keeping an eye on it and last night couldn't warm up (no fever i guess) but lots of blankets and insides were hot and my outsides were cold and hands were clammy. It's like, not quite sick enough to stay home and sleep all day or call the doctor yet and it seems to get worse as the day goes on.

i'm pounding herbal tea rather than coffee and won't make any Decisions today.