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this is so dumb.
Jul. 6th, 2017 09:05 amOk, so, it's been about a month of sick now. :( One week of antibiotics & stroids and my hearing's not back and I feel a little worse - kinda dizzy and my eyes feel weird, like one might be slow. Problems focusing my eyes. Ya know. Dumb little problems.
Annnnnd this morning I have a sore throat too. I called the doctor yesterday but they were still closed; today I can't call until my phone charges! (that's dumb thing number two; I didn't bring home a charger, so both work & personal cells are out.)
I want to stop obsessing about what kind of dire illness this might be. (Mono! Meningitis! Cancer! Lyme Disease! Brain Tumor!) I keep thinking about it, though, because i just. don't. feel. good. And i don't think i WANT to be sick, it'd be invoncenient, but honestly I don't feel fine either, so I guess having a name for things is good? (dumb thing #3) And I thinnk but am not sure that neurons are involved, which is always scary, and I'm getting worse, which is scary.
So I'm at the office, and I don't have anyone lined up to check on ty, because of the phone things and sick things I didn't get to call anybody.
And I'm not 100% sure I should be driving because my attention's definitely compromised, and my peripheral vision maybe, as well. So I've concluded "call doctor" is a great first step and probably "see ENT and check on my vision/balance, it might just be me obsessing." So I'm just going to try to work for a while, till my phones charge, then call some doctors.
Annnnnd this morning I have a sore throat too. I called the doctor yesterday but they were still closed; today I can't call until my phone charges! (that's dumb thing number two; I didn't bring home a charger, so both work & personal cells are out.)
I want to stop obsessing about what kind of dire illness this might be. (Mono! Meningitis! Cancer! Lyme Disease! Brain Tumor!) I keep thinking about it, though, because i just. don't. feel. good. And i don't think i WANT to be sick, it'd be invoncenient, but honestly I don't feel fine either, so I guess having a name for things is good? (dumb thing #3) And I thinnk but am not sure that neurons are involved, which is always scary, and I'm getting worse, which is scary.
So I'm at the office, and I don't have anyone lined up to check on ty, because of the phone things and sick things I didn't get to call anybody.
And I'm not 100% sure I should be driving because my attention's definitely compromised, and my peripheral vision maybe, as well. So I've concluded "call doctor" is a great first step and probably "see ENT and check on my vision/balance, it might just be me obsessing." So I'm just going to try to work for a while, till my phones charge, then call some doctors.